Days 13 through 18

Hey guys,

Yes it’s me, i’m still here, still holding on. It’s been almost 3 weeks, which means almost a month, which also means more than 5% is over. However things aren’t going that smooth lately. Even though i don’t have constant instant erections in public, nor do i have wet dreams. I haven’t had a single ejaculation in the past almost 20 days.(not having any wet dreams scares me, am i not normal or something) I have this urge to do something sexually and i get excited really easily. It’s effects are kicking in, i can feel it. “It’s going easy and smooth so far” posts are over. I’m having a hard time not losing now. I hope you guys are doing well though. I really doubt there are any of you left in this battle we’re giving though. Site stats are very very low, i don’t know if anybody is reading this neither.

So this is my side of the story, this is some tough challenge we have here. My nuts are getting bigger (lol-sorry for the expression), i carry the risk of having a wet, messy dream every night and i have this urge. I don’t know what i’m gonna do but we still have 347 days or something like that. Damn.

IF there are any of you out there let me know, thins got tough for me.

Days 9-10-11-12 and 13

Hello again everyone.

 

I’m back with a post after 5 days. I’m sorry i haven’t been around for 5 days well because i was extremely busy. Some of you taught i failed. But no. I’m still in, day #13 is almost over and only 353 days to go. Also my busy days are now over which i am thinking will make the hard days begin.(pun intended – lol)

These 13 days have been easier than i thought they would be and i think it’s because i was really busy and sleepy, studying etc… Weird thing is everything seems normal than me liking girls even more in real life. I haven’t had a wet dream yet so still no “flow” since 2011, which makes me think to be honest, if it is normal or not. How’s your journey going on? I hope it’s still going after 13 days.

p.s. i may not be writing every single day, it’s not easy finding stuff to write about this quest every single day. I will update you when important changes occur.

Day #8

Hi again everyone. First day of the second week is already done. I’m more outgoing towards girls and i don’t have any annoying horniness issues. I don’t have much to write today everything is going nice and smooth and i was super busy today. So thanks for all your appreciation and your comments.

 

See you guys;

Day #7: Is there anybody out there?

Hi again everyone. I have been writing these things a little bit short these days with a little lack of motivation so sorry about that. I have finals and all, such a busy schedule.

So we’ve completed 7th day. A whole week has past behind us. Only 51 weeks to go. Or we shall say 359 days. Well, we sure know time flies so it won’t be a problem. Comments form you has receded in the last days, i know it’s getting harder so i’m asking, is there anybody out there? Anyone whose still in the challenge?

Well how’s mine going? Great. I didn’t have any real challenges yet most probably because of my extra busy schedules with two finals in a row and whatnot. I can’t believe it’s already been a week. I mean of course i have the urge to fap and i can feel the psi levels building up but it’s not that big of a deal yet. I think those days are still yet to come.

I hope everyone is still in the contest and not lost yet. See you tomorrow.

 

Peace;

Day #6

Hello again everyone. I am writing this at late hour because i was out tonight, i just came home and i have a little time to write before going to sleep. How was day 6 for me? Easy like the ones before it. Thank god it’s really so far so good. Almost one week is over and considering we have 52 weeks in a year, it’s relatively a nice thing.

It was easy today cause i was busy today too. (lol what a busy life, i can find something everything) I haven’t slept a good sleep in 3 days, so i was sleepy and i had a final early in the morning. Studied in the night too so that made it worse. I had no energy so fapping wasn’t the very first of my thoughts. After that i wandered around a little bit and went out  drinking with my friends which was great. So because of this busyness state and lack of energy, i made it throughout the 6th day also.

I don’t have anything more to add this since i didn’t notice anything new. I hope you people didn’t have any problems either. This is a good thing cause it’s only the beginning. I’ll check on you tomorrow.

Cheers;

Day #5: Silence before the storm?

Hi again everyone. We’ve completed day 5 also. What a joy to behold. Only 361 to go. We’ve completed almost 2%, think of it. Look at it form the bright side. I hope your journey is going alright too cause mine is like a cruise in the pond.

Day 5 hasn’t been tough on me at all. I hope my dick and my hormones don’t get this as an actual challenge and try and give their best to challenge me starting from tomorrow but this day was a blast.Again, i’m telling you. Because i have finals for the next entire week, i am busy all the time. When you’re busy, you don’t think of stuff like fapping. (i mean, you don’t think of fapping when you’re busy on day 5, maybe on day 145 even keeping yourself busy won’t be enough) So i relate this to only one thing. Can this be the silence before the storm? Let’s hope not.

I am also glad to hear that you guys are doing ok too. Also try and not look at naked girl photos or porn. Keep out from those sites. (obvious advice is obvious) I think everyday is going to be the same until the finals end. (which is the 14th day) However after the finals it’s all free and me time, things can get serious and challenging at that point. To be honest with you, even if i wasn’t on this No Fap 2012, i wouldn’t fap in these last 5 days. So it’s not been much of a challenge for now, considering it’s gonna take it a year. Let’s all hope to find a girl to get us off by the end of the year so we don’t get constant wet dreams. That’s all for today, i’ll check on you people tomorrow.

 

Peace;

Day #4: Observing slight changes…

So the day 4 is over too. Cruising nice and smoothly on this journey so far. I don’t know about you but day #4 didn’t have too much problems for me. Mostly because i was busy today too. I applied the formula perfectly; i was busy, i had things to do and i worked out, released energy. I don’t know for how long i am going to be able to apply this formula but i think it’s gonna be applied even if i didn’t want to till the 14th day, because i have finals and an extra busy schedule till the day fourteen.

Even though it was an easy day, i have noticed slight changes about myself in this 90-100 hours of not-fapping. I have noticed that i get boners more easily. I mean, thank god i haven’t had any public boners (yet – lol) but still, just looking at a simple picture makes it move. (not an instant full boner but a movement, guys know what i’m talking about) It’s not that big of a deal, i mean it’s only day 4 completed, we have like 362 more days to go. I think i’m gonna have days where i will have instant boners and i’ll have time fighting/resisting the urge to fap. (but hopefully i will win that fight) I mean it’s probably nothing compared to things i am ready to face but i can feel a pressure building up. Also i’ve noticed that i am more towards girls. I mean don’t get me wrong it’s nothing perverted or something but i can feel it pushing me. It’s not in a sexual way either, i mean i am more open. I hope you are getting what i am trying to say. Even though it’s just a beginning and a slight change, i thought i’d let you know.

So our quest continues. I hope you still got the strength too. People all over the world lose No Fap 2012 as every minute passes by, don’t be one of them.

Peace;

Day #3: So far so good

Hello again my friends. I hope you are not out yet but i am still in. We’ve crossed another day without any real inner tests or hardnesses. (no pun intended – lol) So with this day gone our mission has only 363 days to go. We’ve completed almost 1% of the challenge. We gotta look at it from the bright side. Well, how am i doing? I am so far so good. I am cruising nice and smoothly trough this journey for now to be honest. I applied the formula just the correct way today too. Just kept myself busy, i didn’t even had time to think of it.

I was super busy today, woke up really late and went to school for some paperwork, than i went to workout. As it turns out, working out should be in the formula too. So for now our list of things to do to avoid fapping or even thinking of it includes;

-Keeping yourself busy

-Exercising

Exercising is really good for your body and now it’s even better with it’s help to your no fap 2012 mission. What it does is it pumps out your extra energy, you feel extremely healthy and release hormones and even though hormones are supposed to make you horny and stuff, it just doesn’t. It depletes your energy so you don’t think of fapping. It’s totally effective for now but maybe that’s because it’s only day 3.

So have i noticed any changes? Well, sort of. For example today i saw a bikini model walking down on runway today and normally bikinis aren’t such a huge turn on or something but when i saw it i was like: “wow look at the body of that girl, amazing” I don’t know if it’s just the girl or my inner fapping desire though.

So that’s how my journey is going for now. We are only at 1% for now. Tell me how your journey is going by your comments. Also, thanks to the two of you that sent encouraging comments. See you tomorrow.

Cheers;

Day #2: Formula is to hover

So the 2nd day of the long marathon “No Fap 2012” has almost come to an end. Which leaves us record breakers only 364 more days to go. (oh my…)

I want to start today’s post by talking about the blog first. I really didn’t expect this to happen but in the first 24 hours, the blog got almost 300 clicks. Which is amazing i think for a beginning. This only shows that a lot of you out there are trying this, or a lot of you are curious of what’s going to happen to me. Well, who isn’t?  With the support i will get from you, i will complete this quest hopefully. It’s gonna be really really tough, i can feel that already, but support always helps. So please feel free to leave comments to posts, letting me know how your quest is going or your general thoughts, anything. Would feel better if i heard some feedback.

So we’ve almost ticked off another day. Which leaves only 364 days. It’s been around 54-55 hours since my last fap as i am writing this and my current situation is not that bad. Mainly because i hovered around all day. The basic formula to not think of fapping is by hovering around my friends. Find something to do. Don’t ever ever think about sex or turning on stuff. Try living completely asexual unless you are trying to score. (scoring doesn’t break the rules remember?) Don’t you test yourself that way. Today I spent my time studying and going some places and basically killing time so i didn’t even had time to think of fapping, thanks to that, it was an easy day. I recommend the same thing for you with all my heart. Just find something to do but don’t think about sex.

So the ultra hard days are still yet to come. As i am writing this, even though it’s involuntarily i think about fapping and that gives me a little, just a little hard time. It’s not super hard or something i can’t resist though. (yet) So i have to find something to do, keep it busy. Just like that, with the formula we’ve discovered, we find another advantage in contributing to No Fap 2012: “making something out of your time.” If you weren’t keeping yourself and mind busy for not fapping, you would fap which would result in lost time. So there you go, this thing actually makes your time more efficient and useful. So 2012 is going to be efficient and creative. What a huge contribution to life in these days.

Also the poll results of the last post’s poll came out. From almost 50 of you that voted we’ve come to a conclusion that majority of us guys holded our fapping desires for 2-3 weeks tops. So i’m figuring the end of first month and later is going to be tough as fuck. I’m sorry for the language, but i really can’t imagine those days with our bodies filled with extreme desire. But no! We have to get in the spirit! We are going to fight that urges and not fap until 1st of January 2013. Why? Because we are men! and men keep their promises. Men, real men can achieve anything if they put their mind to it.

Day #1: Easy days have begun

So it has arrived: 2012. After all the preparations and all that’s been written about it, the fuss has ended, long awaited 2012 is here. So is No Fap 2012. I am writing this at the end of the first day of the challenge. It leaves me only 365 days. (tough luck, this year is a leap year, it’s 366 days) It’s been only 34-35 hours since my last fap so it all feels normal for now. Of course it’s only 0.2% of the whole challenge but a progress made is a progress made. Since it’s only day 1, everything feels completely normal. In fact i feel happy that 2011 is gone. I hated that year. (don’t ask)

Before No Fap 2012 i was not an excessive fapper. My regular was about 4 times a week. Not excessive right? In my early teen years though, when i was around 15 i fapped almost everyday, more than 2-3 times a day even. Frequency has receded over the years, and now with the commitment i made, it’s come to a full stop. I’m trying to look at this on the bright side. This limitation, mending one’s ways is sort of like meditation. If you put your mind to it, you will eventually do it. I hope to find a girlfriend and complete this journey with help from her though, or else it’s going to be tough as hell.

I think the first week is going to be easy but the hardest part is going to be the 1 month to 3months period. I haven’t gone more than 3-4 weeks without fapping in my whole life before. So tell me how long have you gone at most without fapping;