So the day 4 is over too. Cruising nice and smoothly on this journey so far. I don’t know about you but day #4 didn’t have too much problems for me. Mostly because i was busy today too. I applied the formula perfectly; i was busy, i had things to do and i worked out, released energy. I don’t know for how long i am going to be able to apply this formula but i think it’s gonna be applied even if i didn’t want to till the 14th day, because i have finals and an extra busy schedule till the day fourteen.
Even though it was an easy day, i have noticed slight changes about myself in this 90-100 hours of not-fapping. I have noticed that i get boners more easily. I mean, thank god i haven’t had any public boners (yet – lol) but still, just looking at a simple picture makes it move. (not an instant full boner but a movement, guys know what i’m talking about) It’s not that big of a deal, i mean it’s only day 4 completed, we have like 362 more days to go. I think i’m gonna have days where i will have instant boners and i’ll have time fighting/resisting the urge to fap. (but hopefully i will win that fight) I mean it’s probably nothing compared to things i am ready to face but i can feel a pressure building up. Also i’ve noticed that i am more towards girls. I mean don’t get me wrong it’s nothing perverted or something but i can feel it pushing me. It’s not in a sexual way either, i mean i am more open. I hope you are getting what i am trying to say. Even though it’s just a beginning and a slight change, i thought i’d let you know.
So our quest continues. I hope you still got the strength too. People all over the world lose No Fap 2012 as every minute passes by, don’t be one of them.